.Superman

i love you and trust you 100%, tasha….

work is taking its toll on me…im becoming so fucking serious…i think i need to loosen up a lil and chill…and i just tired about everything and everyone around me at the moment. go away k?

Life’s a bitch. Fucking idiots think they can rule the world. how the fuck do u judge ethics? Who are you to? You ain’t fucking God, so piss off and solve your own problems first before you solve others.

hah.

I ask myself why do i do this? Why do i do it when i know im sacrificing something that means a lot to me? Is this really worth it?

Things are never black and white.

Everyone knows im fat right now…well, u can;t blame if i got a big ass (TONY!) im indian n i drink like i have a wife to beat up aite…

u know what’ll be really nice right now…..a BJ^2

.Ash

RADIOHEATWAVE’s gonna start soon. And its kinda exciting. finally get my lazy, fat(soon to lose weight) ass up and running(literally) again. It’s been a so-so holiday (whoreelidei- Heikal, 2005). Need to do something fruitful. Oh well, i have been actually. Spending time with my homies(family) have been great and being with (T)Traazil is sweet. Oh, Azhar and his homies are jamming next week…i hope…got to wank now so that my arms get strong enough to play the drums well. but i should not use one hand too excessively says fizzi if not it will not be balance…okay fuck, im rattling…i have got NOTHING to blog about…NO, my life’s not boring…it’s happening actually…really…k, this was a worthless entry..so if u read it:
a) ur a really good/nice friend
b) u have got no life
c) ur my girlfriend [thnx honey=)]
d) who the fuck are you?

It’s just one of those days where all i have to say is FUCK YOU AND YOU TOO AND THAT AND THIS AND ALL THAT SHIT..heh. I’m just joking….NOT! bye.

No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
Come January we’re frozen inside
Making new resolutions a hundred times
February, won’t you be my valentine?

And if our always is all that we gave
And we someday take that away
I’ll be alright if it was just ’til St. Patrick’s Day

The feeling of waking up everyday and knowing that there’s someone special to share your day with- beautiful or fucked up- is wonderful.

I love/miss/need/want/wanttofuck,lick,suck,kiss,hug,dig,carry,grab,squeeze you.

haha,
.Ash

To M.A.T,

This post is specially dedicated to M.A.T and the other MATs buddies….Let’s go jamming soon!!! I’m free next week.. n sorry long time no hang out! tc guys.

.Ash

I rent a room and I fill the spaces with
Wood in places to make it feel like home
But all I feels alone

Everybody is just a stranger
But thats the danger in going my own way
I guess its a price I have to pay
Still everything happens for a reason
Is no reason not to ask myself
If Im living it right

have fun.

- i miss the dorky nerdy May…i love you=)